Is taking a med holiday an option? Meds have often made me worse and you've been on so many mind altering meds it's bound to cause some problems. I'm not saying you SHOULD take a med holiday....I'm not a doctor and just don't know I just know that meds cause me to go up, go down and go all around and I've only taken small amounts of them. It's very possible for meds to make things worse, I've experienced it. Maybe a complete break and then adding things back in slowly and strategically is something to consider? Whatever you and your doctors decide to do I hope it proves fruitful and helpful. You've been struggling for far too long. Take care.