This is the most normal I have felt for weeks. I'm happy, but not euphoric. I'm calm. I switched to calmer music and don't feel the need to blast it at an obnoxious volume. I drove normally today, not speeding around making wild turns. I still don't feel like eating but maybe that will return in time. I'm not obsessing as much over various things. I feel like I can complete my class (even though I don't really want to). I'm so relieved. I hope it continues and I don't crash. Sometimes I'll get a few days of normal and then sink into depression. But I'm hoping all my meds will prevent that.

I'm hoping I sleep as well tonight, that seems to be a key factor in stabilizing. That was the most I slept in one night in weeks. I hope I can focus on recovering from this episode. I need time to regroup.