Not all stupid people are happy and not all smart ones unhappy but in general, ignorance really is bliss and seeing the world for what it truly is doesn not effect ones mental health in a positive way. You were once able to find happiness in routine and I suspect you will again.....for now you are probably best to stay unplugged and focus on what needs doing until you are calmer and able to handle more. Best wishes.

The matrix was a wonderful film with hidden meaning about the true realities of life as we current know it. I often feel similar in wishing I could be plugged back in but it's not that easy sadly. Stay safe.