So I got this friend I have been helping out financially for a few months and she was there for me a year ago when I was thinking of offing myself. I have been through some with her, used to text her all the time although she hates texting so I would rarely get messages from her because she wanted to text me. We would call each other once a month, not any other time because I would feel as if I am being annoying, already told her this. We have hung out once in the past few months. Now since early July, i don't really want to text or call her anymore? maybe because she will keep on wanting more money or something. I like to help people when they are in trouble and she was and told me to stop wanting to help her as it's my hard earned money, but I just wanted her to be ok. She had to take months off work due to 2 blood clots and gall stones and has not much money because of her kids dance class and other expenses and she moved away from her house and was happy about it and is paying me back what I gave her with her sold house money.

I dunno what I'm trying to say here really, it's kind of all over the place what I'm writing but I'd look at my phone and not really wanna text her or call her even when I tell myself I probably should. What does this mean? She text me over 2 weeks ago saying she will call me very soon but that was over 2 weeks ago. We used to hang out at least once a month and she was saying she wants a small group of close friends rather than acquaintances but we both rarely hang out with each other and barely text or talk on the phone anymore. I'd also look up things like "is our friendship dieing?" on google and I'd have literally 0 in common with what those sites say.

Also my definition and hers for friendship are different...I want friends I can hang out with consistently and we can talk about whatever, for a while I'd wait I believe it was 4 months before we could hang out, then it got better...she would only hang around family it seemed like.