You're right. I honestly wish I could do something about the F though. I was a completely different person then compared to now. I no longer have to deal with my mother trying to control me, going without food, or family drama and the shame and anxiety that came with it like I dealt with then. I was in no position to attend any kind of higher education at that point because I couldn't even take care of myself properly.

I don't want to be reminded of that shame and dishonor every time I look at my transcript or have to show my transcript to somebody for a professional reason. Plus, if I ever apply to a 4 year university or submit it for a job if I still need a regular job, then I don't want them to see how much of an utter pathetic failure I was back then.

I'm still going to try to stick college out for now and I will check into doing what you said at least, but I am becoming increasingly more convinced that I should just focus more on expanding my dropshipping store so I can make a full time income off it and enhancing my business and technical knowledge then stress out about my grades.