Skipped my class at university today as I was exhausted and overwhelmed. Now I regret it but what can I do. My T said I should stay in hospital today and rest as I am exhausted and vulnerable. Waiting to see my pdoc and find out if I am to commence TMS which will keep me IP for another 3 - 4 weeks. Sigh ... I want to do it I just feel cooped up and want to go home even though I am not ready to do so as i have bad SI.
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Bipolar 1 with psychotic features
PTSD
"Phew! For a minute there I lost myself."
'Karma Police' by Radiohead
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