No disrespect. I don't want be medicated. I feels like there is something that wants to be known and validated.

I've Googled today, looking for a connection to validate what I've experienced. My eyes are crossed. [emoji15]

Can't find anything connected to it.

It's very frustrating to feel, experience and know something that doesn't really make logical sense, but you know what you know. What you experienced is real.

There has to be someone else who has experienced this too.

It validates it.