As you know, I used to have another username then deleted it because of embarrassment and paranoia. But I missed this community and came back within a week. I feel like I have made friends here--you are one of the people at PC I count as a friend.

If you have any embarrassment about your postings, deletion of your account does make it so people can't go to your profile and easily find all that you have written (in many forums; for example, depression, it seems like you can only go back so far--what we have written a year ago is not available). They will also delete up to 5 of your postings. Perhaps a deletion of some of your postings could help resolve what makes you want to leave?

Mostly, when I have asked for a post to be deleted and the one time I deleted my account--the administrators acted very quickly for me. I want you around but of course support whatever decision you make. I will always remember your good advice about many things. I was quite depressed last year and mostly posted in the depression forum and you were one of the people who made me understand my depression the best. Your empathy and understanding of depression provided so much comfort.

If you still want to go--perhaps you are asking the wrong administrator. I have had success with many but off the top of my head--FooZe comes to mind. Take care of yourself. Remember, sometimes friends can lift us up from depression. When I am depressed, isolation makes it worse for me. Many people love you here. You have helped many of us. You matter. We support whatever you do but will remember you fondly.