I can relate. My brother called the cops on me, we got into a huge fight, he called me tons of profanity, and now him and my mom, the only people I have in my life are out to xmas dinner, because after the cops saw me sobbing last night, the cops told us my bro and i can can have no contact with each other. I almost called and apologized like I always do--my family holds grudges, can I take care of me now?I pray that some happiness comes into ALL our lives!! My heart can't take anymore--afraid I will have a hearattack at age 37--it's all causing me chest pains.
((((hug to all who are sad))))