I'm so sorry for your the loss of your father and grandmother. I'm so sorry that you had that extremely rough time during which bulimia seemed to offer the only version of haven, solace, and support that you could find.

(((((harmonyinheart)))))



I suspect that now, three months+ after the loss of your grandmother, you are still grieving for your losses and for all that you suffered during those many harrowing months.

I really admire the strength, endurance, and resilience that you have demonstrated. And, given all that has happened so recently, it think it is really quite amazing that you went 14 days without BP. You have a lot of determination. I also admire the candor and intelligence with which you speak about your difficulties.

What was your life like before things fell apart--say, about a year ago? Before bipolar took a turn for the worse.