I would kill to be comfortably numb right now. I might go pick up a 40 tonight if my anxiety doesn't improve....I've been being eaten alive for months and my doctor things the solution is to up my Saphris. Saphris is causing me more physical pain, swollen, stress, anxiety, weight gain galore, grown out of my 3rd wardrobe and can't afford another so I will be wearing my husbands clothes until I'm too fat for them I guess. I'd take comfortably numb. Or just drunk.....I might just take getting drunk. I think I need to get drunk. I will most likely get drunk. I can't take this anymore.....I've tried to fight it....tried to be strong, to think positive, fake it till I make it. I want to be numb.

I'm glad you are numb. It's a blessing even if some don't see it. The alternative sure sucks. I feel WAY too much.