There is a certain flatness that goes with taking some meds for BP. I have been very flat in the past, and my psychiatrist has always worked with me to put the spring back in my step. I am happy now, and I am not as flat as I was, but I am not the same person I was when I was unmedicated. I don't feel that I am comfortably numb, as you do, and I wouldn't accept it if I were. Don't settle for it! Consider it a necessary stage on your journey to find the right meds. Good luck to you.