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Old Aug 15, 2017, 09:21 PM
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Originally Posted by I.Am.The.End. View Post
I've found that for me, journaling makes me ruminate more and I often feel worse than if I just didn't think about how I feel. Maybe that's supposed to be part of the therapeutic process? Either way, I know I'm in the minority here about journaling. I just find it more therapeutic (usually) to write fiction. My characters are exaggerated facets of my personality.

And you make me laugh. Worried about not being G-rated? If I REALLY wrote about what I thought about, at LEAST half of it would be X-rated. I'm not sure I'd like the idea of having a therapist read them though. Unless she were a sex therapist maybe.

All of that said, I did do some stream of conscious journaling on my own when I was working through The Artist's Way, but I just find it really hard to stick to. Might as well try it though.

LOL , I have written my thoughts out from a long time ago , not on a daily basis though. X- rated , mine I would say a sad R-rating , about the Vietnam crap / race wars , friends dying way before there time. It just sux sometimes.

I can write it for myself and I don`t think she will ever read my daily journal , but she said the same as the 2 previous posters wrote , that it will help clarify whats go`n down in your head , and maybe make some sense of it all.

My writings are dark , sad forboading , and far to often for real.

Maybe thats the stuff I have to dig out of my head so I can go on to live , I don`t know.

All I know is sometimes I can`t stop thinking , and other times I wish I had amnesia , crazy I know

I guess thats why I am finally getting help , something I wish I had done a long time ago , despite the journaling !! LOL

Hey guy`s , thanks so much for your continued support , you have no idea how much help all of you have given me , I only hope I can help.

I need to help , I feel that is the only way I will survive is to help , I don`1t want to die , I have seen to much death.

If I can ever help anyone reading this , please PM me

Take care , .

KP
Thanks for this!
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