Sometimes I feel so messed up and irritable and emotional and hopeless and because I feel like that it makes me more pissed off and irritable. And I feel like picking an argument with with mom or someone when I have no reason to and I know it's wrong. And my mind feels so messed up and it's yelling help me and I don't know why I'll think that or why my mind says that and it's frustrating and I just want to be normal and it's so frustrating and i don't know what to think. I hate feeling like that I hate feeling hopeless, like I can't see anything and i don't know anymore