when I look back on my last big breakdown it was the nervousness that was driving me crazy...I don't believe it was a biochemical imbalance caused by my genetic stuff...I was in over my head in private practice and I was under tremendous stresses...I was really really nervous and couldn't deal with my patient responsibilities...at the time I never wanted to go back but I did go back working in clinics and hospitals...

I need to add...my stress started the day I walked into the psychiatry hospital to start my training...it was downhill for 10 years and then I broke