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Wow. I do understand your placement in the LD classes, schools receive more money from the government for students there, and it's quite common for them to label "LD" even students who's only problem is being more intelligent than the teachers.

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I haven't been labeled as having a LD, more an emotional disability I guess. They couldn't possibly say I have a LD, my IQ is 126, Superior. I like my program, the kids I'm around are just a bad influence. This is the happiest I've been since I was 10 and this is the only school I've been in that made me wanna learn and has given me the opportunity to learn.

I know I can change, I just prefer not to. It's making me so unhappy to stay the way I am, but I don't know how else to fill the emptiness. This boy is definitely not good for me, but he is the only boy I wouldn't be too upset about being rejected by, and I can't tell him no so I could never reject him like I do most boys and he'll never get his feelings hurt...mainly 'cause he hardly cares.

I have a lot of thinking to do right now, or maybe I'll just ignore my emotions and convince myself that I'm ok and this will go away. I'll be alright, whatever happens will happen and I'll deal with all my issues when they become too big to ignore.

Thanx for the responses.