How many hypomanic episodes do you have per year? How long do they take and how are they?

I'm feeling pretty shaky and I'm on my epilepsy meds (keppra) but I feel like I might have a convulsion right now. I was on a bar and now I was coming back home on the bus but as it's night in here (I'm in portugal) the driver was speeding a bit and I felt like on a rollercoaster. I felt some chills up my spine it was pretty weird and as people passed by the bus I imagined how bad but crazy it would be if the bus i was on ran them over at such speed. I did like 3 bipolar tests right now to monitor how i'm feeling but i can't focus on the results though, they're all different and confusing. i'm taking zoloft for my rage and irritability and i don't get mad at my mom anymore but i feel depressed anyway isn't it weird? also, the instructions say bipolars shouldn't take zoloft. i'm kind of feeling ****** but speeded and i feel like i drank a cup of wine but i didn't. i can't go to bed otherwise i wont get any sleep and feel depressed and probably scratch all my body for some relief but if i go watch some rick and morty or something i'll stay there the whole night. any ideas? i feel like singing and dancing and listening to music but i can't because everyone's sleeping here and i can't act on this urge. actually, i never act on my stupid manic urges so that's probably why i feel so ******, there are always restraints for what people will think or how consequences will act on me if i act like i need to and i end up going to bed and go crazy. ah it feels good to write here, thanks to all these people here, this place is just great. please tell me about you