I like that poem and that song, feels so much like how I feel.

My t did email me yesterday a couple of times, I did respond to him and told him how difficult the day was, my husband took the kids for the day and left me alone.......which I didn't want, but it doesn't seem to matter what I want these days.......the whole day was hard.......today isn't much better. I could call my T, but I feel funny about interrupting his break. He emailed me first yesterday so I didn't feel so guilty about responding. I thought about going to the hospital last night, but then I figured I don't really care right now. I hate what has happened to me, and how I feel about me..........don't feel worth it.........