Feeling a little better today. Have found a thread of hope to hold on to. Starting TMS next week and have been moved to a room with a view rather than the dank, dark room I was in. They moved me as i am staying another month for the treatment. Actually went to the gym in the hospital today. It helped. Did about one hour of different workouts. It runs four days a week so I think I will try and attend every day. Study has been tough though in this deep depression. I don't know how I will make it through another 10 weeks but I will try.