Thanks JunkDNA and Introvrtd1,

The thing that kills me, is there was no good reason for it - I just wanted to get drunk and gave in.

I felt like hell yesterday - made it to the pharmacy and a farmers market for fruit, but couldn't keep anything down, and my stomach is still feeling queasy.

Mostly just tried to sleep yesterday.

Today I have to go down to a tax clinic I volunteer at and do taxes for people with psychiatric and addictions problems. At least doing that will make me feel a little better about myself. I just hope I don't have to throw up when I'm in the office.

I see my addictions Dr. tomorrow - not sure what I'm going to tell her.

I feel like such a failure.

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