I completely agree with lolagrace's posts. Also, can't you see how you are invading him the same way you tend to do with certain kinds of people? Hope, you may not feel this or see it the same way he does or your past Ts etc, the same way many of us also see it on this forum (evident from responses to your posts). But what you tend to do is intrusive, demanding and alienating, and as long as you continue approaching people in this way, it is unlikely that you will develop lasting, fulfilling relationships with them. It is even likely that you will end their good professional services. I have no idea how you could recognize and accept this in a more stable way, but have little doubt that what many of us are saying to you is valid and is the majority perception. You don't seem to seek help or relationships to get out of this and to develop mutually constructive, fulfilling, healing connections. You seem to try to get these people to mirror or feed your tendencies, always try to justify your seeking, and when they don't respond to it, you are disappointed and throw a pity party.

Again, I am not writing this to be antagonistic, but you would really need to change how you approach interpersonal interactions and relationships, otherwise it will likely never work out and you will keep alienating the people that you crave connections with. I recall that one T suggested getting into an intensive program to address your problems, but you rejected it, and you don't even seem to reflect much on your actual T sessions on this forum, more just report perceived unfairness.