((((((((((((((Colleen))))))))))))))))))))))))
I'm so sorry you had to endure all of this.
I love that song, concrete angel as well. The video makes me cry, every time. Another good song is dear Mr. Jesus, if you want to look into it.

"He took away all things good and pure about me, he took my honor. He took my life away.After all, they are right. I AM cheap and easy. I AM stupid. And I AM bad. I already knew it. They were just making sure I didn’t forget. And I never will. They’ve won."

I don't belive it. They didn't win, they didn't fully succeed, because after everything, you are still strong. You are still here, you are still fighting. As far as I can tell, you are still a good and pure person, You are not stupid, and you are not bad. They are trying to make you believe that, so that they may control and manipulate you. but you are stronger then them. They will never win, as long as you breathe, and fight, they can never win.

Good luck,
<333
Bella