I agree with lolagrace but I understand how you feel. Your T told you she would email and now she's disappointing you. I would be worried too! But chances are she would email you if she could. She's been an excellent, caring T so there's no reason to think otherwise now. She probably hasn't been near a computer. She's not abandoning you but I can see how you can think that. It's old stuff; your T IS there for you. I hope you hear from her soon. Hugs. Hang in there!