I have no idea how many I have nor do I recognize them in myself until it's often too late. I think I live a great deal of my life hypo or maybe I have ADHD on top of bipolar. Who knows really.

Something doesn't sound right with your mood. Try to avoid diagnosing yourself. Self diagnostic is often a flawed practice. We don't see ourselves as clearly as we think we do more often than not. I'd talk to your doc about Zoloft and how you are feeling....it's very possible it's a bad medication fit for you. Take care and be safe. Keep controlling your urges since you can. When you can't, that's when you really need to worry but constantly having urges you need to fight off is no way to live. Good luck.