I know you (rainbow) and lolagrace are right. This has more to do with my "stuff" than with T. But it's hard.

My T will be back from vacation next Wednesday, but she said she's taking Wednesday off to try to rest from the jet lag. So if I hear from her, it probably won't be till next Thursday. It's so far away!

Last night I had to take my Ativan it was so bad. I don't know how I'm going to make it another 7 days.