I've recently been told, again, that I need to find this illusive female friend.
The problem is FINDING one. It's difficult to encounter females that are, IMO, "free range." (Lol)
Females I know are attached to other subjects, like for me, they're attached to my SO or my kids friends etc so to find the right setting to find one is difficult especially when I have anhedonia & no desire to actually do anything. Every public outing is attached to something & I have to be careful.
At this point it's become useless to look until I change.
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"Doubt is like dye. Once it spreads into the fabric of excuses you've woven, you'll never get rid of the stain."
Jodi Picoult
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