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Originally Posted by pegasus
She might like your 'social awkwardness,' as you put it. You sound like a genuine honest guy which is what females like. I like Bill's idea, go for a coffee somewhere, be you and see where that leads.
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I want to man I just don't think I'm good enough for a girl that pretty right now.
I've been obsessing with self improvement a lot lately. I want to be good enough; both mentally and physically for other people. I want to be the best version of myself that is physically possible or otherwise I don't think I'm good enough.
For the past couple of years, I have done nothing but fight and struggle just to get to the point that I'm at now. Not even a year ago, I was homeless. I went from a mentally unstable homeless person who couldn't hold down a job to what I am now because of my obsessions. Despite all that I've achieved, I still don't believe that I'm good enough for people.
My obsessions are so extreme now that I am planning on dropping hundreds of dollars on training, resources, and even a coach to help me become the best possible version of myself. Only when I'm as close to perfection as humanly possible will I be good enough to have a beautiful woman love me and good friends and what not. Nothing less will do.