Don't beat yourself up, split. It happens.

You came a long way from where you were before getting sober the very first time. I think I remember that this was the longest you had had ever, but remember, that time doesn't go away. You still got there.

Yes, day one sucks. But you know that you can stay sober, and you know how good it can feel once you get past the crumminess of the first week or so. Hang in there! I know you can do this, even if it doesn't feel like it to you!

I'll be thinking of you tomorrow, when you see your addiction doctor. Please, let us know how it goes, okay?

(((split)))


chaos