Hey everyone...if anyone remembers me here.. I'm Amy.
I haven't been on here since January, so quite a long time.
I think the last time I was on here I had found out I was pregnant with my 4th child, and going through a lot with my husband.
I just had my baby girl on July 30, we're doing okay.
Just adjusting to life as a mom of 4 and not trying to lose my crap with no sleep.

I do have somewhat of a question though. Since about 2013 I've been going to therapy through a community mental health clinic. The therapist that I was seeing for 3 years left in October, and then I got placed with a horrible therapist that I didn't like. After a few sessions with her I asked to be switched to a different therapist in the office.
I started seeing this new T in December, and have been seeing her weekly for the most part.
I feel like we've gotten nowhere and I'm just chit chatting with a friend making small talk.
So I looked up a different place that takes my insurance and met with a new T today.
I don't know whether I'll like this T but he seems cool and told me that he doesn't really do the chit chatty thing unless the client is having a really good week and just needs a break from other topics. Seems the direction I would like to go.
But I'm fearful of how to stop going to this other T and losing any extras I might have with the clinic...like the weekend walk in clinic, psychiatrist (if need be) and groups if I wanted to again.
I'm so lost to what to do, but I just know I can't continue with the T I have now...and the next time I could get in to see current T because of my change in schedule isn't until mid September.