I am glad you've found something which works. Your doctor should find you a clinician who understands your needs in case he retires or worse. Methodone sounds like a god sent for you and I'm glad. I've not tried it and suffer so badly more often than not. I was put on morphine once and that didn't help like I was hoping so I got off. Cannabis has been the most effective treatment I've tried so far but it's currently cost prohibitive and comes with legal penalties and risks. The risks are worth it though and I want to learn to grow it. Too bad we couldn't grow methadone!

Thanks for sharing your story.