Does anybody get chills at the thought of dying and just everything being over? All my life I never thought about death this way, but I noticed that ever since I started taking an antidepressant(Wellbutrin), suddenly I started having these thoughts. It is like wall was torn down and I suddenly see something that was previously hidden. And I find myself attracted to these thoughts for some reason. Like a person on a cliff who feels tempted to look down but then becomes terrified when they do.

But could this be the normal way of thinking about death? Was my previous state of not thinking about it this way the abnormal one?