Oh, I understand how hard this must be for me. My t is going on maternity leave in a couple weeks. I don't know when she will return or if she will be able to see me when she does. I have met with the new t that old t thought would best support me but.... ugh. I am not feeling it.
The uncertainty about what will happen is hard. I am glad you will be able to write letters. That may be easier that electronic communication in some ways as you know it won't be possible to get an immediate response. best wishes to you.