I can identify with your " feelings " about feelings! I am a very sensitive individual who "feels" things too much. It has caused me much distress over the years. I wished many times that I could just be like so many others who seem to have no feelings at all. But on the other hand , I can " feel" a certain way about things that seem to border on the "spiritual ". It's kind of hard to explain .
If people didn't have feelings there wouldn't be any people around. Why care ?
Because you were born a human , not a rock. I think the only way for people like us to survive is to learn how to change or make new neuropathways in our brains that will produce an even keeled emotional response to life. IT CAN BE DONE ! We need to start using the " left side" of our brain more. The pre-frontal cortex. That's where we learn how to make rational instead of emotional decisions. It's all a balancing act. Please hang in there ! Don't give up.
Sometimes it feels like we're in a dark tunnel without a flashlight. We need to get that flashlight !