When I woke up this morning and realized that I actually gave him the letter yesterday, I didn't even feel like getting out of bed. Now I'm in my bed crying. Because my brother has a prescription that needs to be picked up soon and I'm embarrassed to face the pharmacist the first time since I gave him the letter. I know this will brush over after I face him again but the thought of it makes me feel ashamed just by thinking of it. Ironically, by giving him the letter and getting my thoughts out there, it has decreased my crush.