On some level I have always known there is something wrong with me on this. From a young age I have "enjoyed' grudges or overreacted to things. Usually at the time, I thought I was in the right, but later realized I might have been out there. Right now I have a massive grudge at work, and though, I know.. I am in the right on this.. I also know it only really hurts me and makes me look like a fool but I can't give it up.

My feelings just cannot allow it.

Recently I saw the TV mini series FEUD... Bette and Joan. I could see the stupidity of their feud but I do understand how sometimes your feelings just cannot allow you to act rationally. Anyone else have this?