</font><blockquote><div id="quote"><font class="small">Quote:</font>
I can only work on me, from today....

</div></font></blockquote><font class="post"> Yes, that is so true for everyone.
</font><blockquote><div id="quote"><font class="small">Quote:</font>
I realise now how wrong and stupid some of the things I have done have been.

</div></font></blockquote><font class="post"> Try not to be hard on yourself-- most times we do our best with what we have and what we know at that time..... and I do believe that is the case with you.
</font><blockquote><div id="quote"><font class="small">Quote:</font>
She didn't give me a second chance

</div></font></blockquote><font class="post"> I'm so sorry she didn't. perhaps being aware of her pain now will give you a bit of a release from feeling she didn't care....... adults in pain can sometimes make mistakes and just not see them.

seems like you are gaining insight Fuzzy- I hope you see that it's a good step forward.

fuzzy-

mandy