I am far too emotional and emotionally reactive to exist in this world. I have been through a lot of abusive relationships, I have been bullied as a kid and teenager and beaten up verbally many times over in relationships in my adulthood. I am a very nice, easy going person and I know I have a good, solid, kind and compassionate heart, but some people with their rudeness, jealousies, judgements or anger towards me just push me over the edge, and I react very strongly. I cannot seem to contain my emotions very well, and I will let someone have it if I am pushed to that point of explosion. I don't know what's wrong with me, but maybe I've just been beaten up and bullied way too many times in this life. I don't belong anywhere.