I spoke to my worker today and she told me I have no reason to feel depressed. She said I am just refusing to change. She said I'll speak to the psychiatrist about meds but I don't think there any point as they won't help you.

I've decided I am locking myself down I am telling no one anything about myself as of now. If I am ill I wont tell a soul I trust no one. I am stopping my meds as off today well if there is nothing wrong with me why am I on them?

Just needed one last vent.

Sorry.