Thanks so much for all of your thoughtful posts. He asked if I was ok in his email saying he has no openings. I replied saying that I'm ok just was feeling kind of suicidal. That was a few hours ago, I'm not really expecting a response since I did say I'm alright. At this point if I asked for a phone call I think I'd just feel way too needy since I already asked for a session I'm not sure if he does that either since I've never spoken to him on the phone