Probably going to just not do therapy til she returns. It took a LONG time to build my alliance with my T. Unless she was going to be gone for a year or more I don't think I'd get far enough with a new T to make it worth the time and money.

We did talk about me dping some work with a colleague of hers who does something like EMDR but different ( name escapes me). It's not like long term therapy though, it's just a session or two to learn how to do the exercises .

We are going to write letters to each other, so hopefully I can process some stuff that way...