Interesting that you had good luck with Cymbalta. I was going through another denial cycle and getting it as if I had unipolar depression and it put me in irritable hypomanic hell. I like grinning like an idiot when I am up, not being a nasty old crank. The only good thing it did was get me to come clean again - "Actually, I did get diagnosed as bipolar in '94; I just figured I got better..."