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Old Aug 18, 2017, 03:53 PM
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Originally Posted by NP_Complete View Post
I think it's okay to feel and be needy. I'm also really struggling with needing my T right now. I find it extremely uncomfortable. But he knows that I need him right now, he knows that I find it difficult to feel that way, and it hasn't scared him off yet. We're all human beings and human beings have needs.
I'm sorry to hear you're going through something similar, but I'm glad that you are able to be open with your t about your feelings. I'm sure you will not scare him off
Okay so now I'm wishing that I had indicated the actual level of my suicidal feelings and self harm behaviors in my email, instead of saying I was fine and just a little suicidal. It seems wrong for some reason to tell him how intense it is over email. He hasn't replied because I downplayed everything.
I hope this is all ok to post here
Hugs from:
LonesomeTonight, Out There