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Originally Posted by NP_Complete
I think it's okay to feel and be needy. I'm also really struggling with needing my T right now. I find it extremely uncomfortable. But he knows that I need him right now, he knows that I find it difficult to feel that way, and it hasn't scared him off yet. We're all human beings and human beings have needs.
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I'm sorry to hear you're going through something similar, but I'm glad that you are able to be open with your t about your feelings. I'm sure you will not scare him off

Okay so now I'm wishing that I had indicated the actual level of my suicidal feelings and self harm behaviors in my email, instead of saying I was fine and just a little suicidal. It seems wrong for some reason to tell him how intense it is over email. He hasn't replied because I downplayed everything.
I hope this is all ok to post here