You ask why all these emotions...why am I like this and why is he like that...why is everything the way it is...Why did God create me and put me in the situation I am, I didn't ask to be here, to go through the things i go through. I realize that its all about the perspective of life and if you get to know the truth it shall set you free...

(John 15:18-21) “If the world hates you, know that it has hated me before it hated you. If you were of the world, the world would love you as its own; but because you are not of the world, but I chose you out of the world, therefore the world hates you. Remember the word that I said to you: ‘A servant is not greater than his master.’ If they persecuted me, they will also persecute you. If they kept my word, they will also keep yours. But all these things they will do to you on account of my name, because they do not know him who sent me.