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It's so crazy, I have never talked about what's going on with me. My therapist think I should. Even though she is 29, still don't want her to worry about me. I think cause it was always me taking care of her.
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The caretaker role is a hard (maybe impossible) one to break. I know only too well. My thoughts always revolve around how my daughter is doing. If she's ok, I'll be ok. I've kind of lost myself in the process, but working on allowing myself to make sure I'm ok now too.
Hang in there!
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"Do you know what’s really scary? You want to forget something. Totally wipe it off your mind. But you never can. It can’t go away, you see. And… and it follows you around like a ghost."
~ A Tale of Two Sisters (Janghwa, Hongryeon) (2003)
"I feel like an outsider, and I always will feel like one. I’ve always felt that I wasn’t a member of any particular group."
~ Anne Rice
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