I would be very jealous too and would consider self harm too if my t would take care of my wounds. This happened with my first t, she would ask to see my wounds and one time rang my doctor because she was worried about infection, God that felt good, to have someone listen to me and be concerned but of course it didn't last and soon she realised that I was cutting just to get her attention. I really think Kashi would be very interested to talk about these desires and wishes with him. It could be very productive for you both. There is no shame in wanting to be cared for. What lengths we go to for people to care for us [emoji15]