i still haven't gotten high, my other bro that is on methadone still and my dad both said i got into chiggers which i've never done before or had a problem with before so i think is kind of ludicrous since is still itching and coming up ???

but apparently im going through another switch like i have mentioned in the past besides this time im just losing interest in drugs again for some reason.. kind of hoping that it does not mean that i am about to crash into depression again..

went from craving crack, to heroin (which i never got any heroin just some pills), to ice, to just whatever i could snatch, to now feeling like **** it i dont want any of it besides my weed .. my brain is seriously messing with me

i dunno what to expect next... im a little worried as i've never gone through this so fast

i mean i was a hair away from getting a half a gram of coke yesterday and it fell through and my brain clicked and i was just like you know what? **** it