After yesterday's depression, I am feeling slightly UP today. Listening to my music loud again, wanting to dance, getting chores done. I can't wait to take my son school supply shopping so I can spend some money legitimately. Yesterday I could barely get off the couch. I'm only on 500mg of depakote so I'm sure that's not enough to be therapeutic. But I feel so good I don't want to increase. I'm sleeping thanks to the depakote trazadone combination so it's not so bad.

I might go and get another piercing and set up my tattoo appt this week. I know in my mind I shouldn't spend the money on a tattoo but I really want to cover the scars on my right arm. Yesterday I had high urges to self harm and if it's covered by a tattoo I won't do it.