well ... the crash came .
on christmas morning.
woke up in tears
could not talk to anyone without tears.
i was fine the night before - excited - wrapped gifts to music and burned candles .. had everything planned for the morning to go to my husbands aunts for christmas dinner and gifts.
morning came and took it all away..
had no energy.. was totally to weak to do anything.
had not slept but 10 hours maybe in a week.
i woke up .. feeling strange.. then it happened..
i looked at my son and cried - looked at my husband and cried .. talked to ones on the phone and cried .. deep tears and pain all day.
when they al left to go to his aunts house..
my dog woke me up ..
i got up showered.. stayed up .. the tears stopped ..until everyone came home.
my son and his new wife opened their gift ..
my son said he liked it - his fiance did not like it..
cant please her. wont try to. i told them to take it back - get what they want .. my son said no he liked it ..so i said then you keep it.
she was mad at me. (his fiance)
i am ok today - just weak - no enegy - agitated - irratible etc..
my doc and t is out for the holidays .
if this does not go away - scared of depression.