I´m now waiting to meet with a new therapist and I hope we´ll go together. I´m not sure, she´s much younger than I wished for in the referral but I hope I can get help to find a way forward in life.

Daily I think about how my first T has succeeded in her life and knowing that and knowing about a lot of other people who have succeeded in several ways makes me feel so inferior it makes me mentally ill.

I deeply dislike living in the suburb but here you have to queue for about 15 years to get a flat to rent in town or you have to make a lot of money to be able to buy your own flat.

I feel like a loser when having to take the commuter train to town and not having a driver´s license nor a car.

I know life isn´t only about materialistic stuff but to me it´s very important to feel I´ve succeeded and that I´ve done something in my life.

At the moment I feel I´m just a nobody, a loser and as so many people have the things I want and they are at the same age as me it makes me a forever loser.