((((((((((Kiya)))))))))) You can do it! You're strong! I see how you can step up and help other people when they have the urge to SI ... please let some of your friends step up for you now.

You don't know me, except from my posts, but I'm beginning to learn a little about SI from my newest daughter. I know the urges are like cravings ... like it's a drug you think you must have to stay grounded. I've also learned that it helps HER to help others ... and it helps to talk about it.

It's late and I don't know how many of your friends will be in the forums right now, but I'm a good friend ... and I'm trying to be a Good Mama. If you need a friend, I'll keep checking the boards for the next few hours. Or you can PM me!

You ARE stronger than SI! The urge that's so great tonight WILL be better tomorrow. Please ... try. Just try. It's all anyone can ask of another person ... just try your best not to SI. Take it minute by minute, then hour by hour, and day by day. You can do it! You CAN!

BTW ... my guess is "Someone" was watching over you today, Kiya. "Someone" made sure there wasn't a box cutter in sight! "Someone" will never desert you and you'll never be alone as long as He's there with you.

Honey, tomorrow always has the potential to be better than today! Hang in there ... I'm here if you need me!

GoodMama